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me.. a word...two simple alphabets but creating two different sounds... creating a distinctive word.. creating an important association.. but also creating the much dreaded freudian given ego:).. i'm a creature.... yet to defined yet to discovered yet to be understood... constantly redifining myself.. evolving day by day.. people, environments, opinions shaping me.. from my first glimpse of the 3rd rock's content.. i am yet to be given a word:)........experiencing every moment, every feeling, love or hate, compassion or jealously.. im a mere mortal.... "If the reader prefers, this book may be regarded as fiction. But there is always the chance that such a book of fiction may throw some light on what has been written as fact." — Ernest Hemingway (A Moveable Feast)

Monday, August 18, 2008

few words shaping and encompassing my life...

an adroit.... I'm not...
but ... aspire to be...
and the building blocks of language are constantly shaping me...
but there are a few ....
that... evolve me.. construe... and complete me...
these simple words have not changed or become a focus over night...
Certain events... epochs as they say..
made them special .... for me.. and maybe for others as well..

the touch, the fragrance .. the voice... that shapes me...
taught me an interesting and powerful word.. karma...
believe in it and it will believe in you....
feel it and understand its depth...
not to fear it but to engulf it...
and venerate it....

Empathy...a word .... endowed by a beau..
a lothario...:)
so special... and crazy to define...
gave me .. its meaning.. its relevance..
and its brutality....
but healed me... ...despite titillating the inane fool.....

a simple and a common word... forgiveness...
bestowed by an achiever in all respects..
living a life for betterment of others
but unable to comprehend the unforeseen obvious challenges..
passion drove him... made him truly the captain of the ship.
a ship now wrecked enough... sadly no cure available anymore...
but the captain lives .. so does his conviction...
and it lingers on... imbibing the Gandhian philosophy..
a salute to his era...

vibes and devotion....
two words combined in one for an emotion ...so sacred and pure ...
their reach unimaginable...
some term it the sixth sense...
a word from goddess itself...
felt at a glimpse of an idol..
an idol ... for whom one takes countless steps to visit..
hours of wandering and waiting
for a mere peek..
but the puissance experienced is beyond being termed heavenly:)

adaptation...
a make-belief word.. for some
for defining humankind as god's superior creature.
but alas that's not what i meant..
for its also encompasses living and feeling the happiness and pain of others
crossing the unseen lines in each others lives..
and a realization of what could have been worse or better for me.

lastly... the word last...
the ability to improve performance for some...
though a regretful memory for others..
for me.. it stands for a journey untouched......
opening horizons to unexplored realms...
and making the journey a cherished memory..

forgive me.. for confusing you to boredom..
there's one more .. that's me... till the last alphabet..
I've evolved to it.. and guess its a part of me..
Being Abstract is what i mean...
and I'm sure you ll agree..
but that's not what i aim..
its something...
coming naturally my friend...
after years of being obsolete..
I'm feeling complete;)

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i luv d line "after years of being obsolete..I'm feeling complete"... and d idea of being abstract... I sooo hope emptahy encompasses all of our lives...Write on...

myra b said...

i like the feel of the lines re...n nice use of colors. its so u...
:)

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