Let me introduce you our leading lady...Unlike the usual 'I'm attempting to be mysterious just to be trendy' our stereotypical hopelessly romantic protagonist, Ridhhima is a self absorbent lazy tomboyish girl completely open and public about what she actually believes in... Mystery? There is nothing mysterious , nothing uniquely attracting about her... Just a simple randomly lost girl.. There.. few words and fewer syllables to describe the lady..
Born in a fake inheritance.. Wait.. I'm completely aware of the next question.. 'Fake inheritance' now whatever does that mean? Well its a modern just popped up term describing a person who may publically be considered elite but the actual story is subtly visible behind the curtain crease.
The eldest of the two girls born in a now joint now neutral set up. Ridhhima attempts to find love ...This is her version of what love is about.
a little about me.. a lot about my experience.. a litlle reflection and lot of confusion... that the way i am... not bein a mystery yet continuously solving myself....
About Me
- muddlehead
- me.. a word...two simple alphabets but creating two different sounds... creating a distinctive word.. creating an important association.. but also creating the much dreaded freudian given ego:).. i'm a creature.... yet to defined yet to discovered yet to be understood... constantly redifining myself.. evolving day by day.. people, environments, opinions shaping me.. from my first glimpse of the 3rd rock's content.. i am yet to be given a word:)........experiencing every moment, every feeling, love or hate, compassion or jealously.. im a mere mortal.... "If the reader prefers, this book may be regarded as fiction. But there is always the chance that such a book of fiction may throw some light on what has been written as fact." — Ernest Hemingway (A Moveable Feast)
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
If the picture was worth holding on to...An introduction.
Ever wondered how a song can completely describe an event.. a moment.. a memory ... a relationship?how about a time when it hits you that it actually described the entire relationship??? please excuse me for attempting to write and describe such a relationship from two different point of views.. but i believe sometimes one fails to see the obvious... So here goes... a giant step to write something close to the author and much closer to the person described...Mind you.. this is not a writing a factual event but a combination of series of relationships to describe two different characters evolving over time...
This journey.. not focussing on the duration, or the motive.. but the birth , the death and the resurrection if you please... to the final end.. attempts to describe and capture the most honest feeling felt by a broken heart, a shattered hope and a loving one could describe...So, let me try taking you to a journey.. i call and called love...
This journey.. not focussing on the duration, or the motive.. but the birth , the death and the resurrection if you please... to the final end.. attempts to describe and capture the most honest feeling felt by a broken heart, a shattered hope and a loving one could describe...So, let me try taking you to a journey.. i call and called love...
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
when you meet unconditional love yet again;p
Sigh!!!!.. after all these years... of running away..suddenly its just around the corner.. who could imagine .. like they say its a small world.. damn right.. it is.. situation remains the same yet the 'feeling' changes it:)...its a miracle and a blessing to feel, enjoy and hold unconditional love in a lifetime.. and these complete me.. fill me with the blissfulness of support.. of love.. of companionship.....
three persons , three time frames,,, three relationships.. each unique in its own way ... yet each there for the right reasons... but yes two have blossomed into wonderful comfort zone.. that fills my life with happiness, and the most cherishable moments... one gave the complication, yet the hope.. the wavelengths.. yet the tide...but there's one that made me respect the person every day.. and actually transfor back to my senses:)... there isnt a lack of love.. its just hard to find...
So talking about these three 'phases' actually two beautiful timeframes and one 'phase'... im finally opening up with what they were to me.. how they completed me and what they mean to me at this point of time...
The first one relates to a person that made me so special, so comfortable ... so platonic;p... sad but true... i tried reciprocating the feeling but the problem was that ' i was trying'.. it wasnt something coming naturally to me... more on that later... there's much more to that then what i can pen down tonight.
three persons , three time frames,,, three relationships.. each unique in its own way ... yet each there for the right reasons... but yes two have blossomed into wonderful comfort zone.. that fills my life with happiness, and the most cherishable moments... one gave the complication, yet the hope.. the wavelengths.. yet the tide...but there's one that made me respect the person every day.. and actually transfor back to my senses:)... there isnt a lack of love.. its just hard to find...
So talking about these three 'phases' actually two beautiful timeframes and one 'phase'... im finally opening up with what they were to me.. how they completed me and what they mean to me at this point of time...
The first one relates to a person that made me so special, so comfortable ... so platonic;p... sad but true... i tried reciprocating the feeling but the problem was that ' i was trying'.. it wasnt something coming naturally to me... more on that later... there's much more to that then what i can pen down tonight.
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