a little about me.. a lot about my experience.. a litlle reflection and lot of confusion... that the way i am... not bein a mystery yet continuously solving myself....
About Me
- muddlehead
- me.. a word...two simple alphabets but creating two different sounds... creating a distinctive word.. creating an important association.. but also creating the much dreaded freudian given ego:).. i'm a creature.... yet to defined yet to discovered yet to be understood... constantly redifining myself.. evolving day by day.. people, environments, opinions shaping me.. from my first glimpse of the 3rd rock's content.. i am yet to be given a word:)........experiencing every moment, every feeling, love or hate, compassion or jealously.. im a mere mortal.... "If the reader prefers, this book may be regarded as fiction. But there is always the chance that such a book of fiction may throw some light on what has been written as fact." — Ernest Hemingway (A Moveable Feast)
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
confession 3- accepting singlehood
god... with heights of emotions,.,. and guts of moment.. i hearby declare .. that im definitely gonna die single......when relationship was an option , i wasnt ready.. and now when i am, there are no men..... I cant bring myself to find someone.. as if its a pair of shoes...despite being told find go out .. where the f*^k do i go out .. here.. in the middle of nowhere? even when i was in a palce where i did.. i still didnt see it coming... whats wrong with me?im sick of it.. im sick of facing it.. im sick of keeping a straight... the way things are going ill definitely turn sick................
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