Sigh!!!!.. after all these years... of running away..suddenly its just around the corner.. who could imagine .. like they say its a small world.. damn right.. it is.. situation remains the same yet the 'feeling' changes it:)...its a miracle and a blessing to feel, enjoy and hold unconditional love in a lifetime.. and these complete me.. fill me with the blissfulness of support.. of love.. of companionship.....
three persons , three time frames,,, three relationships.. each unique in its own way ... yet each there for the right reasons... but yes two have blossomed into wonderful comfort zone.. that fills my life with happiness, and the most cherishable moments... one gave the complication, yet the hope.. the wavelengths.. yet the tide...but there's one that made me respect the person every day.. and actually transfor back to my senses:)... there isnt a lack of love.. its just hard to find...
So talking about these three 'phases' actually two beautiful timeframes and one 'phase'... im finally opening up with what they were to me.. how they completed me and what they mean to me at this point of time...
The first one relates to a person that made me so special, so comfortable ... so platonic;p... sad but true... i tried reciprocating the feeling but the problem was that ' i was trying'.. it wasnt something coming naturally to me... more on that later... there's much more to that then what i can pen down tonight.
About Me
- muddlehead
- me.. a word...two simple alphabets but creating two different sounds... creating a distinctive word.. creating an important association.. but also creating the much dreaded freudian given ego:).. i'm a creature.... yet to defined yet to discovered yet to be understood... constantly redifining myself.. evolving day by day.. people, environments, opinions shaping me.. from my first glimpse of the 3rd rock's content.. i am yet to be given a word:)........experiencing every moment, every feeling, love or hate, compassion or jealously.. im a mere mortal.... "If the reader prefers, this book may be regarded as fiction. But there is always the chance that such a book of fiction may throw some light on what has been written as fact." — Ernest Hemingway (A Moveable Feast)
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